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30 September 2011 @ 11:00 am
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So I have been at the hospital for over four hours waiting for my sister (the older one, not blackma)  to have gallbladder surgery. I'm actually sitting by her bedside as I type this (she'd sleeping) and I'm having thoughts like I really hope everything's as routine as they say it will be. I'm worried about her kids worrying about her and not being able to be here when I know they want to. I know that I want to do everything I possibly can to make her more comfortable (she's been in a lot of pain for over a week now) and I know that I want to take better care of my own health so my current and future family members won't feel the way I'm feeling right now. I wish our mom was here (she can't come until Sunday) and I wish this was all over with and we were talking about recovery times and what shows and movies she might watch while she's laid up getting better. 

So anyway, that's where I am right now. I guess I'm posting this to say take care of yourself. Do the stuff you know is good for you and try to cut out as much as you can of the stuff that isn't. It might not seem that big a deal right now, but it is. And to those of you who doubt it, whatever you're going through mentally or physically is manageable, worth it, and precious. I'm still figuring that part out myself tbh. 
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